2024 continues to be a year of spiritual surprises. One by one by one, leading conservative voices from around the world are expressing a renewed appreciation – and even personal identification with – the Christian religion. Russell Brand and Candace Owens being two of the most high-profile ‘converts’.
But it is the conversion of Ayaan Hirsi Ali which I find to be the most intriguing. Her spiritual journey from Islam, to Atheism, to Christianity is extraordinary. And if it weren’t for her trajectory being towards the person and work of Christ, Hollywood almost definitely would have produced a movie by now.
In responding to comments made by her former anti-religious colleague, Richard Dawkins, that the teaching of Christianity was ‘nonsense’ and to ‘obsessed with sin’, Hirsi Ali respectfully said this:
When Ayaan Hirsi Ali wrote that she had become Christian, it sounded political.
But last night she revealed what happened: a spiritual awakening after suicidal depression. Dawkins probed, highlighting “nonsense the vicar says” and Christianity being “obsessed with sin.” Then: pic.twitter.com/zybhgoMwqi
— Hannah Long (@HannahGraceLong) May 5, 2024
I know you really well, we’ve been friends for a long time. In fact, in some ways I think of you as a mentor. I would say that you’re coming at this from a place of “there is nothing”. And what has happened to me is I think I have accepted that there is “something”. And when you accept that there is something there is a powerful entity … for me the God that turned me around … I think what the vicar is saying no longer sounds nonsensical, it makes a great deal of sense. And not only does it make a great deal of sense, it’s also layered with the wisdom of millennia.
So, like you, I did mock. Faith in general and probably Christianity in particular. But I don’t do that anymore and again that’s where the humility comes into it. It doesn’t seem in 2024 after I went through that experience, it doesn’t seem nonsensical to me and I don’t mock it. I think I’ve come down to my knees to say perhaps those people who have always had faith have something which people who have lost faith don’t have.
And people who have faith also, like the woman who told me, “Well, you’ve had everything. You’ve lost hope. You’ve lost faith. Try it, praying.” I think, just in that one word there is so much wisdom… I’m suffering and I’m struggling and I’m just trying to say, it’s not stupid.
What stands out about Hirsi Ali’s explanation of her faith, is not only its intellectual honesty, but her personal humility. More than most, she knows what it means to suffer for decisions regarding her faith, or even lack thereof. To this day, Hirsi Ali lives in the United States with her husband Niall Ferguson, under constant protection due to a fatwa which was formerly issued against her when she left Islam. And now it seems that her former atheistic allies are also trying to take her to task.
Hirsi Ali’s decision to become a Christian though, signals a turning point in the wider civic discourse on religion and how it’s conducted. It shows that faith is not dead, and there are ways of discussing it which rise above the dismissive arrogance of recent years.
Hirsi Ali’s humility is an example for us all. Someone who is gracious in her tone and careful in her choice of words. Just observe how she responds to Richard Dawkins’ assertion that the Christian faith is obsessed with sin:
What Dawkins (bless him, with his DNA tie) really wanted to drill down to was whether she thought it was all true. She still seems hesitant to move it outside the realm of the subjective but she also fits that into a newfound humility springing from spiritual experience. pic.twitter.com/qVeAyjL8wq
— Hannah Long (@HannahGraceLong) May 5, 2024
I find that Christianity is actually obsessed with love. And that the figure, the teachings of Christ as I see it, and again, I’m a brand new Christian, but what I’m finding out – which is the opposite to growing up as a Muslim and the message of Islam – but the message of Christianity I get is that it’s a message of love, it’s a message of redemption, and it’s a story of renewal and rebirth.
And so, Jesus dying and rising again for me symbolises that story. And in a small way I felt like I have died and I was re-born. And that story of redemption and re-birth I think makes Christianity actually a very, very powerful story for the human condition and human existence.
As a minister of religion, I couldn’t have said it any better myself. There is something which the Christian faith offers which is not only incredibly powerful, but also unique. It’s the offer of forgiveness and meaning and hope. It has been without doubt, one of the most important aspects to the development of Western Civilisation, and it’s encouraging to see more and more people discovering it.